Wednesday, 20 October 2010

zmel the first winter tears...

den sini8izw na periferw ta monaxika mou kyttara stous dromous tis polis, eidika otan peftei o ilios k mazi tou k i 8ermokrasia...itan omws ena 8limmeno apogevma k eniw8a to kormi mou na einai etoimo na spasei apo tin monaksia k to keno...sxhma oksymwro alla synais8ima toso ali8ino k syntaktikws or8o...


skepasa me zesta yfasmata ka8e pi8ami tou kormiou mou afinwntas sto eleos tou ygieinou kryou mono to proswpo mou...me syntrofia tis melwdies twn skepsewn mou k mono elaxista kermata stis tsepes mou efyga...k geia den eipa...


aniforizontas ton kentriko k syndetirio dromo tou camden diesxisa tin high street k katey8in8ika stin pio ipia meria tou...xw8ika anamesa se allokotes figoures k trypwsa sto Palmers tis seiras twn Yumchaa epi tis Parkway...me to pou eisevala ston xwro me kalwsorisan ta xadia tis myrwdias tis mentas k tin kanelas k den mporousa na antista8w se enan xoro mazi tous se ena oikologiko kypello chai...vgainontas pros ta eksw oi kseftismenes veloudines xouftes me kalousan se ena armeniko kalesma syllogismwn ekei plai se tosous monous k monaxikous, ma antista8ika tirwntas tin arxiki mou yposxesi na perpatisw tis skepseis mou stous dromous..ekei pou oi skepseis ginontai zwi k i zwi genna skepseis...


katey8in8ika me xarth to enstikto mou pros enan arketa fardy dromo alla toso omorfa xaragmeno apo dentra-rymotomous pros ta voreia gnwrizontas oti rota exw kapoia apo oles tis eisodous tou evryterou Regent's Park...prosperasa to " the Engineer" ekei pou kapote mou ema8an na pinw bloody mary prin to sunday roast...xamogelasa eksw apo to "primrose bakery" stis fatsoules pou goitevmenes apo ta lousata cup cakes trivontan stous wmous twn pateradwn tous...k me mia akatanikiti epi8ymia na kataliksw kapou perihgi8ika se autin tin geitonia filmarontas ta oneira pou mou ema8es na kanw..."...everybody is changing and i don't feel the same..."...w nai entypwsiazomai apo ta vretanika wall papers..zilevw ta kyriakatika dinners me symmetoxikes gastrimargikes ikanotites se megales kouzines meeting points...sygkinoumai me ygra matakia pou prospa8oun na piasoun to vlemma twn megalwn epideiknyontas ta kator8wmata tous...


afinontas sto diava mou kommatia apo tin monaksia mou vre8ika antikry stin voreioteri k anatolikoteri pyli tou Primrose Hill (pia)... mprosta mou to monopati pou sta skoteina odigei kapou...an den eixa ksanaer8ei den 8a iksera pou...panta prolavainw tis periergeies mou omws k twra kserw...viastika mou eipes...alla i8ela na kserw...


o ilios exei hdh paei gia ypno...to feggari despozei 8alamofylakas tou ka8arou ouranou...k to kryo skepazei tin poli...pou agapw...me liga bhmata vriskomai stin koryfi tou lofou...erimi, san faros xwris fws...pairnw 8esh sto agapimeno mou pagkaki...ekei pou tote eixa kanei toses eyxes vlepontas ta asteria na peftoun..kleinw gia deyterolepta ta matia mou k vlepw tin voh twn autokinitwn sto daidalwdes network pou ksediplwnetai katw apo ta podia mou...kapou ekei 8a eisai...pws na fwnaksw k na me deis...pws na se koitaksw k na me akouseis? anoiksa ta matia mou k 8elw na zisw...anoiksa ta matia mou k gennisa 2 dakrya...krystalla diaygh sta8ikan panw mou k se eida...

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